lots bout nothin

Books. My way to escape from this sick world. It is books, which keep me sane. When I forget EVERYTHING in this world. When my life is dedicated to that story written in thousands and thousands of words. When you’re life seems pointless after you turned the last page of this amazing story. This short life you shared with the book. When you close your eyes and hope the story goes on in your head. When you look up and you remember you’re still here. Not in Alagaësia, not Middle-Earth and neither Hogwarts. When you’re life seems boring without magic, hobbits and dragons. That’s the moment when the clarity of my admiration to books crushes on me with its heavy weight, but I’m pleased to bear it.

This is little to describe what I feel. But it’s a fair start.

go on and fuck yourself. don’t even bother to try and calm me down again. you fucked up. for the last time.

oh myyy goood! I just realized that a guy I know, has the same gaze as Damon and jfskldfjsköldjfsd he looks like him, the face. OH MY GOD, why didn’t I notice earlier????!!!!?!?!?!

Just like that! I can’t bear it!!!!

oh men, I just wish I could tell this fuckin moron that he was all wrong, I have proof now and he should go and fuck himself for even starting to make me think about all that crap. fuckin pessimistic dude, seriously. and fuck your statistics even more! because. YOU. WERE. WRONG. all along. And I fuckin told you so. so fuck off, and stay away from my life.

FUCK YOU!

Ok, I’m honest, it got on my nerves yesterday when I saw all that stuff about Kony 2012 like EVERYWHERE… I usually don’t agree with things like that spread all over the internet in just a few hours. But well, I was wrong. We all know that we got a huge problem in the world, but whether it’d be in Africa or not, there’s not a “right” solution to it. So I started to watch that video. It is heartbreaking, especially the part with the son of the moviemaker, but anyway - seems that kids do understand the problem more, sometimes. I’m not that person who believes in everything the internet tells me, so I started to read some stuff bout this whole campaign and came across some posts (here on tumblr as well as some other pages) who said this all was fake and stuff. I came across this special post. She’s right. There was only a “little” part spent on the actual problem (see here for yourself: http://www.invisiblechildren.com.s3-website-us-east-1.amazonaws.com/critiques.html) But is it really bad, that “only” (!) 3.303.228 $ have been spent on this? I don’t think so. It needs money, to be spread, to people be known. And 3.3 millions are much more than 0. Of course, I think I’d rather have spent 100% on this, but it’s better than nothing, isn’t it?

I’m not that kind of girl who’s donating - at least not right now, but I have been thinking about it for a long time and I think I’ll start soon enough. Because we simply have a (way too) good life over here. We may have problems ourselves, but seriously? We have everything we need to live. I’m not that person who’s saying “oh but there are millions of people dying in Africa, because they don’t have food” - I actually hate that quote more than lots of other stuff,  BUT I think that people need to think about things they do twice. ”Oh it won’t change anything anyway, if it’s only me, who’s doing that”.. what the actual fuck? If everybody thinks like that, there will be NO help at all. But if we all just want to help a little, that will make a great change. It’s not about thinking what the others do, or what is wrong or right in society. It’s about what YOU think, what YOU think is right or wrong and what YOU do with YOUR life. I’m not saying you have to donate (like I said, I haven’t myself yet), but we have to start thinking about what we’re doing to our world. Because we should notice, that nature is much more powerful than we could ever be. And some day - that’s my opinion - nature will take revenge for all the bad things we’ve done to our world.